Saturday, June 11, 2011

Memories

There is a hole where a life had been.

Summer vacations and camping trips and the beach and pool.

Do you remember when she lived with us? Do you remember putting up the fence when she was pregnant? Remember how we would get in trouble at the pool? She would yell at us to stop, and we would just laugh...because what were we really doing wrong? Remember that party when she got drunk on box zinfindel because that was her favorite? Remember how we danced to the 8 track tapes? She bought us our first microwave, remember that? We put hot dogs in there and blew them up. Remember how she helped get you, your first job? Remember the cows in her backyard? Remember how mad she'd get because they would wake her up in the summer?

She never missed a birthday. or anniversary.

Did you know that it's our anniversary? 18 years. 

Do you remember.....do you remember when we got her diagnosis?

And it felt unreal. Like it just wasn't possible. It could have been anyone. But this time, it wasn't.

Then came the treatments. 

It's too advanced, but there is this experimental treatment that might work. 

But it didn't work.



Do you remember having to call everyone?




7 comments:

Wes said...

the sense of loss. the sense of pride. the circle of life.

{hugs} for you (and your family).

Mario Guerra said...

I hear you. The same feeling we had when my mother was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer back in April 2000. She died in late October.

Natalie said...

I'm so sorry Tea.

tri-bobolicious said...

Tea I'm so sorry to hear about your loss.....b

Mike said...

Go get 5:52 in her memory

Julie said...

Sorry for your loss. :hug:

LBTEPA said...

((HUGS))